Daily.

Sooo, Im Gonna Start A New Lifestyle.,

Two Parts To It Ladies And Gents(:

First Thing, I'm Gonna Start Writing Here Daily.

DAILY.

I Dont Care If Its Good Or Not, I Just Have To Write Daily.

Thats It(:

Second Thing, I'm Gonna Start A Diet.

Yesss, I Plan On Losing Weight FAST.

Sooo., Im Gonna Also Post Up Thinspiration Pictures And

Make My Own Log On What I Consume And What I Burn Daily.

Mmm, Lets Make A Third Thing.

I'm Gonna Move This Blog To Tumblr.

I Know That I Have Tried Before, And I Couldnt Get Used To It, But Ill Try Again, Because I Like It Better There.

http://sameatsam.tumblr.com/

-Sam Visu

Of All The People, Yuh Let Me Down.

Say The People,

Say The People.

-Dinosaur Jr.

They Wont Leave Me Alone.

They Chew Me Up With Sharp Teeth.

Saying I Look Yummy But

Saying I Have No Reason To Be Here.

In This Dark Room I Have Nowhere To Hide,

The Emptiness Made Of No Use.

Eating My Insides.

Creeping My Thoughts.

Clawing My Self Being.

I Am No Longer Existent.

I Am No Longer Yours.

-Sam Visu.

Lights Fall At Your Presence,

Because They Fear Being Dimmed By Your Brilliance.

<3

-Sam Visu

First Picture With My Braces Off(:<3

Marriage.

Crumble Down My Very Thoughts.

Cheat On My Every Word.

Smash The Wall I Calmly Built.

Erase Everything I Ever Heard.

Kill All Of My Morning Dreams.

Shoot My Birds All Dead.

Only All Of This Will Happen.

Until The Day We Wed.

-Sam Visu

Glass.

Broken Glass On The Floor

I See The Reflection Staring Back At Me

I Can't Keep Staring

I'm Scarred To See Myself,

I'm Not Found, Im Lost

I Was Lost A Long Time Ago.

I Haven't Seen Myself In A Fair Amount Of Time

I'm Scarred Of What I Might Think, What They Will Think.

Questions After Questions Run In A Crircle Through My Head.

I Take A Deep Breath, I Start Building The Broken Glass Into A Mirror.

I Look At Myself.Walk Out That Door, Wearing A Smile On My Face

-Sam Visu..

Make Truth To The Existence,

Be The Anti-Resistance.

-Sam Visu

Away.

I Know, I Haven't Taken The Time To Post Anything Lately.,

I Guess I've been Busy.

With So Much Going On With My Life Right Now.,

I Dont Even Know What Has Become Of It.

I Dont Even Know What To Do.

But Im Back., And Ill Start Posting More.

-Sam Visu.

Day Ten.

One Confession.

I Might Look Like The Happiest Fun Person On The Outside.,

But Inside, My Soul Is Dying, And I Want To Die Too.

Battle.

There Is A War Going On Above Us.

Look At The Clouds And Yuh Will See.

The Clouds Grow Grey With Each Coming Second

As The Soldiers Come Together To Suit Up For Battle.

The Rain Begins To Cascade

The Blood Of The Fallen Soldiers Hit The Dirt.

Next Break, Take The Eternity

To Breathe In The Scent Of War.

-Sam Visu.

Day 9.

Two Smileys That Describe My Life Right Now.

:D

:/

Day Eight.

Three Turn-Ons.

1. Really Chill People.

2. Great Style.

3. Cute Face.

Day 7.

Four Turn Offs.

1. Know-It-Alls

2. Stink.

3. Dirty Mouth.

4. Bad Style.

The Sky Above

It Talks

Speaks A Great Truth

Of The Universe

And Its Terrible Sleuth

Story Telling To The Eagles

They Listen

Like The Innocent Children

We All Become One

Grew Into A Bitterful Youth

-Sam Visu

Desolate.

I Must Say Something.

Substance About How I Feel.

Like I Should Vent.

But Thats The Thing.

There Are No Words.

Day Six.

5 People Who Mean A Lot.

1. My Mom.

2. My Dad.

3. Sebas.

4. Paki.

5. That Person I Will Someday Hopefully Meet.

Arizona.

The Desert.

The Dryness.

The Clear Blue Skies.

Colorful Sunsets.

The Cacti.

The Dirt.

The Jack Rabbits.

The Cactus Wren.

The Hummingbirds.

The Mountains.

Family.

Friends.

Fashion.

The Mall.

Harkins.

Peter Pipers.

Little Ceasers.

The 99 Cent Store.

Eegees.

Dairy Queen.

High School.

Golf N' Stuff

Party City.

Walmart.

Circle K.

Redbox.

The Clean Streets.

Downtown.

Midnight Parties.

Adventure Time.

Quinceneras.

Jones Soda.

Dr. Pepper.

Chinese Food.

Buffalo Wild Wings.

Panda Express.

The Orthodontist.

Acting A Fool.

Just A Few Of The Things That I Miss About Tucson, Arizona.

Day 5.

Six Things I Wish I Never Did.

1. Grew Up.

2. Procrostinated

3. Ate So Much.

4. Came To Mexico.

5. Was Evil.

6. Was Born.

Day 4.

Seven Things That Cross Yuhr Mind A Lot.

1. How Do I Look?

2. What The Fuck Is She Looking At?

3. I Hope Today Is A Good Day.

4. Shit I Hope Nobody Saw Me Trip.

5. Ahh I Want to Sleep!

6. What Should i Do For My Sweet 16?

7. He Is So Cute!

Day Three.

Eight Ways To Win My Heart <3

1. Be Yourself (:

2. Give Me My Space, But Not Too Much. (:

3. Take Me Places So We Can Have Fun. <3

4. Be Hilarious. (:

5. Dont Go All Edward Cullen On Me, I Hate That! ):

6. Send Me Flowers. <3

7. Tell Me Original Beautiful Things., I Hate Clichés <3

8. Pleaseee Dress To Impress., I Don't Date Dirty Looking Guys (: <33

Day 2

Nine Things About Myslef..

1. I Love To Read.

2. I Talk To The Sky.

3. I Take Hip Hop.

4. My Favourite Colour Is Yellow.

5. I Like To Imagine Things And Day Dream.

6. I Am A Sister And A Daughter.

7. I Love To Write.

8. I Love Fashion., Live And Breathe.

9. I Make Friends Very Easily.

10. I Love Yuh.

Day One.

Ten Things I Want To Say To 10 Different People.

Andrea: Nice To Know That My Own Best Friend Forgot About Me.

Anissa: I Love Yuh My Wife.

Gabriel: Yuh Son Of A Bitch.

Steff: I'll Never Forget Yuh.

Isabel: Yuh Are One Badass Chick.

Mom: You Are The Strongest Person I Know.

Dad: Thanks For Sticking Up For The Family.

Sebastian: Nooo, Yuh Suck. Just Kidding, Love Yuh.

Paki: Yuh Are The Funniest Kid I've Ever Seen.

Myself: Stay True.

10 Day Post.

Day One: ten things you want to say to ten different people.
Day Two: nine things about yourself.
Day Three: eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: five people who mean a lot.
Day Seven: four turn offs.
Day Eight: three turn ons.
Day Nine: two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: one confession

What Doesn't Kill Yuh Might Leave Yuh Crippled.

Brother Love.

I Miss My Brotherss<3

Paki & Sebas

Bring Me Your Soul,

I Will Nourish It.

I Will Show It Clear Blue Skies.

Soaring Like It Never Knew.

Watching The Old Hills Roll.

Staring At The Sea.

Listening To The Past.

Making The Best Of Daydreams.

<3

-Sam Visu

If Only.

If Only The Birds Knew What What The Ants Were Thinking When They Captured Them.

If Only Hitler Knew What The Jews Were Thinking When He Killed Them.

If Only You Knew What Other People Think Of Yuh When You Wear That.

If Only Ducks Knew What It Would Be Like To Be A Crocodile.

If Only Lizards Knew What It Would Be Like To Never Grow A New Tail.

If Only You Knew What Your Mom Thinks When She Sees You Kissing.

If Only You Knew What I Thought When You Said Yuh Had A Girlfriend.

In My Life Why Do I Give Time To People Who Would Care Less If I Lived Or Died?

-Sam Visu.

New Beginnings.

So I Started School Last Monday, And Though At First I Hated It So Much.,

I Guess It's Starting To Grow On Me..

(This Bitch Is Growing On Me Like Aids!)

I Had Virtually Had No Friends., Only 2.,

But Now That I've Been Here This Week.,

I Cant Count How Many People I've Met And Socialized With.

While I Wish To Go Back Home.,

I Desire To Stay Here For The Ride.,

And The Newfound Adventure(:

Im Growing Less Nostalgic,

And More Grateful For What Is Happening To Me.

I Guess I'm Starting To Change.,

Because i Feel Different.

Meaning, I'm Less Vulgar Hahaha(:

People Here Are Sweet And Dont Cuss,

So I Have To Grow Accustomed To That:p

I Bought A New Hamster,

And Named Her Galaxy Visu<3

Nothing Is Better Than Something That Hates Yuh First x)

And Recently I Made The HipHop Team At School.

Things Are Going Just Good So Far.,

Im Waiting For The Downhill Nature Of Life.,

It Must Be Coming Soon.

Life Is A Damn Rollercoaster. Now Scream.

-Sam Visu.

Dreams & Children.

When We Were Young, We Knew What Was Truly Magical.

We Played Pretend.

We Didn't Care What Other People Thought Of Us.

We Wanted To Become Astronauts So We Could Float In Space.

Or Magicians So We Could Learn To Do Magic.

We Wanted To Become Kings And Queens So We Could Rule The Earth.

There Is Something Magical About Children.

They Are Not Afraid To Dream.

To Reach For The Impossible.

To Jump Off The Couch Just To See If The Could Fly.

You Can Say What You Want, But I Will Never Lose Touch Of Who I Was Before Who I Am.

Because She Still Lives Here.

And In The End, We All Just Wish We Could Stay Young Forever.

Fantasy Is Greater Than Reality In Any Situation.

I'm Going Backwards To Recover That Which Was Left Behind In The Rush.

-Sam Visu.

Newfound Dreams.

I've Suddenly Found Dreaming.

I Never Dream't Before,

And Since I've Been Here Lonesome In Mexico,

I Started Having These Daydreams And Night Dreams.

I Think It Might Be My Brain Comforting Me For

The Lack Of People In My Life Right Now.

I Am So Very Much Nostalgic):

And As My Excitment For These Newfound Dreams,

I Changed The Whole Theme To My Myspace Profile(:

Guess What The Theme Is? (Dreams Duhhh)

Will I Hear The Seabird Sing?

You Touch The Ban And Make It Good.

-Sam Visu.

Mexico.

Its Been A While Since I've Blogged Anything.
I've Just Been Trying To Find Myself Here, In Mexico.
Trying To Fit In, Trying To Accomodate And Get Used To It.
Maybe Find A Part Of Myself That I Never Knew Existed.
I Thought It Would Change Things.
I Thought It Would Change My Way Of Thought.
It Hasn't Changed Anything Though.
I've Just Grown Homesick.
I'm Crying Every Night.
I Want My Friends.
I Want My Family.
I Want My Town.
I Want My Room.
I Want To Go Home.
And Iv'e Found Nothing.

-Sam Visu.

Chapters.

Time To Start A New Chapter in My Life.

I'm Now Currently Living In Aguascalientes, Mexico.,

And Believe Me, It Was The Quickest Huge Decision I Ever Made In My Life!

I Only Had 2 Days To Think About It, And Right Away I Said Yes, I Have To Do This.

This Is The Biggest Change I've Ever Had To Make, And Im Gonna Make The Best Of It(:

Im Living In This Huge House All By Myself, And I'm Thinking About Redecorating Hahaha(:

So Im Thinking About Videotaping My Adventures Here, And That Should Be Fun!

So Long Tucson, I've Found A New Temporary Home(:

<3

-Sam Visu.

Inspiration.

So I Thought I Needed An Update On What Styles And Fashoin Inspire The Way I Dress
Because The Old Inspiration Post That I Posted Is Kinda Old.

I Threw Out All Of My Clothes, And Bought A Whole New ClosetFull Of Clothes(:
I Know That I Havent Posted Any Actual Pictures Of Me,
Thats Cuz My Parents Left Me Here Without A Camera/:

Sooo Ill Try To Buy A New One To Take Pictures(:
This Is What Inspired My New Wardrobe(:

Paris.

So Ive Been Thinking So Very Hard About This, My Future.

Perhaps I'll Move To Paris

Because I Know That I Desire To Move To Europe After College,

I Just Don't Know Where To?

Paris(:

Im Thinking About How It'll Be With My Own Townhouse Or Apartment,

Whatever It Will Be,

With My Own Room That I Can Write Until The Day Is Done,

Then Wake In The Dawn And Continue..

Just Write All Day.,

And Perhaps Teach Classes.

Sounds Dreammy<3

-Sam Visu.

Thingss To Do Today:

1. Make Someone Smile
2. Make Someone Laugh
3. Make Someone Cry (Out Of Too Much Laughter)
4. Tell Someone 'I Love You'
5. Find A Flower, Let I Know How Beautiful It Is.
6. Look A Friend In The Eye, Tell Him/Her 'Thank You For Being A Part Of My Life'
7. Think Of Something To Write For #7
8. Be Awesome

Cry Baby.

UGH.
Fuck My Life.
I Feel Like Crying.
But I Know That I Cannot.
Why Must People Be So Damn Mean?
I Want To Go Home, Sit In My Room And Stay There.
I Don't Deserve Anything.
I Don't Deserve Anybody.
Mabey I Should Turn Back And Watch Myself Bleed.
But I Cannot Bcause I Am Not That Person Anymore.
There Must Be Some Other Way.
I Want To Cry.
I Want Somebody To Hug Me.
But There Is Nobody.
And I Am Alone.
Just Me And My Loneliness.
I Cannot Bear This Any Longer.
Help Me..

-Sam Visu.

The Hills.

I Know That The Finale Of The Hills Was Two Days Ago,
I Just Haven't Thought About Posting Anything About It Here.

Ahh! I Cannot Believe That It's The End! For The Last Four Years Of My Life I've Watched That Show And Its Like I Don't Know What I'm Gonna Do! What Am I Going To Watch Now (Besides The Office)?! Wow, I Seem A Little Over Dramatic, But I Loved That Show:/

What Reallllyyyy Set Me Off At The End, Was When Kristin Was Heading Off To Europe After Talking to Brody! So The Car Turns, And The Backdrp Behind Brody Moves, The Cameras Zoom Out, And You See The WHOLE SET Being Dismantled By The Crew And Kristing Comes Out Of The Car To Hug Brody Because Of The Wrap!!! WHAT THE HELL?! I Was Like All Sad And Tearing Up Because It Was The End, And Then BAMM!! It Hits You In The Face!! The WHOLE Thing Was Fake?! I'm So Terribly Confused): Here's The Clip:

Wishlist.

Ahh, There Is So Much That I Am Fancying For At The Moment, Which Is Frankly, Very Odd Because I Find Myself Not Wanting Very Much. I Feel Like These Are The Only Two Things That I NEED To Have At The Moment. Its Like Being Dehydrated.








First Of All, I Very Much Would Like To Buy Myself The Legendary Diana Lomography Camera. It Shoots The Most Dreamy And Vintage Like Photos And They Come Out Amazing! This Exacctly What I Need To Cut Out That Unbearably Bland Part Of My Life. Say Cheese!(:




Secondly, I Am Wanting To Buy Myself A New
Pair Of Boots. Not Just Any Girly Boots That You
Would Think About. But Some Boots Borderline Combat Boots. They Are Dr. Martens Boots. Haha, No, Not An Actual Doctor, Dr. Martens Is The Brand. And I Adore Them! They Might Not Be All So Very Cute, But They Are Bold, And In My Humble Opinion, Beautiful. And That Is What I'm Striving For.

-Sam Visu.

{JUMP}

Wardrobe Malfunction.

In My Humble Opinion,

People That Aren't Happy With Their Lives,

Aren't Getting Enough Of The Posibilities That Life Can Bring Them.

Your Life is Like Your Outfit Of The Day.

You Choose What Yuh Want To Wear.

Something Fun, Something Bland, Mabey Provocative, Simple, Or Elegant.

Whichever Yuh Choose May Change Yuhr Outlook On Yuhr Enviroment.

So Yuh Have To Choose What Kind Of Life That Yuh Want To Lead Everyday,

Just Like What Yuh Choose To Wear Everyday.

If Yuh Aren't Happy With Yuhr Life,

Don't Sit There Feeling Sorry For Yuhrself.

Go And Change The Life Yuh Live.

-Love And Rockets,

Sam Visu.

Beware Of Poets

For They

Tell

The Prettiest Of

Lies.

♥

Only When The Blue Jay Sings

Is When I Think Of It.

The It That Is You

& The Song That Is Forever.

The Song That Is My Heart

& The Blue Jay That Is My Soul.

<3

-Sam Visu.

Conversation.

Andrea:
Whats wrong babe?


Me:
Ugh, Stupid $%&^*$.
Well, He Lost Feelingss For Me Cuz Im Gone.
And It Feels Like Crap, Yuh Know?
I Mean, Its Not My Fault.
And That Day That We Went To Go Hang Out,
I Gave Up ALOT Of Things Just To Be Able To See Him.
And It Feels Like I Did It All For Nothing..



Andrea:
Agh babe damn im so sorry :(
he told you that he did?like straight up?
Well if he gave up that easy hes not worth it babe
seriosuly its only been like what 2 weeks?
Hes a douch than...and doesnt deserve you/
Theres plenty of other guys that would love to wait for
you Sam believe me!!!!
You just have to wait for them...
And believe me a guy like him is a dime a dozen!
Just dont let it get to you babe
I lahhhh youu mijjaaaa!
& of you need anything im always here


Me:
Yes, He Told Me Strait Up.
Cuz I Asked, Cuz It Seemed Obvious That He Didnt.
What Just Gets Me Down Was That He Wass Perfect So It Seemed To Me.
I Sacrificed SO Much To Just Spend A Couple Of Hours With Him,
And It Sorta Just Blew Up In My Face.
I Dont Want Plenty Of Other Guys Anymore,
I Dont Want To Be With Guy After Guy Cuz It Sickens Me.
Being With Guy After Guy Is Like Eating From Everybody Elses Plate.,
And I Want To Eat From My Own Plate For Once!!
And I Know That I Wont Find The One.
It Doesnt Matter How Many Times Somebody Tells Me I Will, Cuz I Wont.
I Lahh Yuh Mijaa!
And I Wont Let Something As Cruel As This Bring Me Down.<3>

Goes To Show That No Matter What,
Yuhr Best Friends Will Always Stuck Up For Yuh When Boys Dont.

Sometimes, It Takes A While to Find Inspiration..
And Currently, I Cannot Find Anything.
All I Can Feel Is Homesickness.
All i Can Think Of Is How Much I Miss Him.
But That Wont Change Anything,
Because My Parents Arent Merciful,
And They Wont Let Me Go Back.
Anxiety Taking Over Me.
HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Pray.

What Can I Say?
I Knew It Was Coming.
I Knew There Was Gonna Be The Day That We Walked Different Ways.
Well Im Glad We Did.
I Dont Care About The Good Memories,
About Prom, About Pima Fair, About Every Day We Would Be Together.
I Dont Care About Any Of That, Cuz Its Gone.
I Dont Even Care That Yuhr Kiss Was The Best Ive Ever Had.
Its Called Karma.
And Yuhr Gonna Get It For Everything That Yuh've Done To Me.
For Every Way Yuh Hurt Me.
For Every Way Yuh Shed My Blood.
And Made Me The Pain That Left Bruises.
And I Wont Do Anything.
Ill Sit Down, And Watch The Top Of The World Fall On Yuh.
But Dont Worry, Ill Pray For Yuh.
Ill Take The High Road.
I Pray That None Of Yuhr Dreams Come True.
I Pray That Yuh Lose In Court.
I Pray That Someone Steals Yuhr Sound System.
I Pray That Yuhr Car Tire Pops While Yuhr Going 180.
I Pray That Someone Catches Yuh Stealing Clothes Next Time.
I Pray That Yuh Get Fired Form Yuhr Dead End Job.
I Pray That Yuhll Never Get Married.
I Pray That Caleb Grows Up To Hate Yuh, His Own Father.
I'll Pray For Yuh.,
Dont Worry(:
Oh, And By The Way,
I Hate Yuh.

To Gabriel.

-Sam Visu.

Nascar.

Soo, Yuhr The Very Surprise That I've Been Waiting For.,
I Guess They're Right,
You Will Find The Best In The Very Person That Would Be The Most Unlikely..
Well, Nontheless,
I Love It.,
So
Lets Suit Up,
And Race Through All Of Your Neighborhoods.
With Our Magic Neverending Gas,
We Can Go On Forever.
On Your Ready,
Get Set,
Go<3

-Sam Visu.

You'll Still Belong.

I Feel Like Im Being Pushed Around By Everybody I Know.

Like Everybody Wants A Piece Of Me.

No, Not Like They Want To Fight Me.

But Also Like Some Of Them Want To Ruin Me.

I Feel Like Im Being Pushed Around By Everybody I Know.

Like The Moshpits That I Always Get Pulled Into.

And Its Coming From Every Angle.

Will Somebody Help My Find My Way Out?

Be My Saviour.

But You Tell Me, How Can I Be Any Better Than This?

-Sam Visu.

How Can We Understand Others,

If We Cannot Understand Ourselves?

All We Do Is Push Them Away,

Whether We Know It Or Not.

Learn To Deal With Yourself Before You Enter Other Peoples Hearts.

-Sam Visu.

The Leave.

Its Funny How You Say That One Phrase.,
That One Lifestyle Change.
That One Thing That Yuh Promised Yourself That You Would Never Do Again.,
Would Change Everything.
The People That You Thought Cared About You, Leave Your Life.
You See That They Never Cared At All.
They Just Wanted You For A Use.
A Single Use That Made Them Feel Better.
Like You Were A Tool.,
An Object.
And Once You Say That You Wont Be Doing That Anymore.,
They Leave You.
They Leave You Like You Never Existed.,
Like You Were Never A Part Of Them.
Like They Were Never A Part Of You.
Its Funny How Once You Decide To Follow God,
People Leave.,
And Their Evil With Them.,
But They Also Take Their Love & Goodness With Them.
& You Feel Like You Can Never Win.,
& You Know That You Are Helpless.
I Will Never Stop Loving You.
Bring On The Rain.
I'm Ready Now.

-Sam Visu.

Takis(:

Haaaahhhhhhh!
Liz Brought Takis To School Todayy!!!:D
I Love Her!!:D<33333333

& I Love Takis!:D<3333

Hummingbird.

I wish i had a garden on my Head!

I wish i had a flower garden, and roses red!

I wish i had a garden on my head(:

Hmm, That Was Just A Little Something I Had Playing In My Head During Class(:

Best Friend(:

Ahh, Yeppers, Ive Known Her Since 3rd Grade And She's Still My Best Friend!(:

Hehe, This Pic Was Taken At Forever 21 Right Before Dance Practice For Her Quincenera(:

I Guess Yuh Can Call These The Days Of My Life?<3>

Stick That In Your Juice Box & Suck It(:

Face Of Another.

Awake, strong, irritated
Little girl was she
Slumber prevented and
Her mother was the key

Yearning for mothers comfort
Her magic powers
To control the world
Her love always showers.

Ask ask ask for help
All she did was turn fouler
The girl stayed consistent
and a truck hit her face 75 mph.

Her voice was a siren,
ringing above her head
Filling her mind with
nothing but confused dread.

Why why why would she do that?
Mother what are you doing?
Oh, my bad, I slipped.
Please, who are you fooling?

Who is this woman
In the place of her mother?
Because all she sees is
The face of another.

Drowning in the
Alphabet soup of confusion.
Pain was all she felt
Mixed up in her mothers illusion.

Don’t you let me go tonight.

-Sam Visu.

Come again tomorrow.

Only when the crecent moon shines down.

I think of you and everything glimmers.

It feels like all of me has been found

And all of you and your wonders shimmers



Control me but not you

You are the one that lost it.

I cannot find my way through

I think I may be just a little bit.



Come closer, I cannot find you

Go away, I cannot feel you.

Never leave me, I cannot feel you

Leave me alone, I cannot feel you.

Mabey when we grow older.,

Things will go different ways.

Mabey a little bit colder.,

Mabey a little you will be my craze.

Come again tomorrow.

-Sam Visu.

Prom<3

Samantha & Gabriel

Blue Jay

Only When The Blue Jay Sings

Is When I Think Of It.

The It That Is You

& The Song That Is Forever.

The Song That Is My Heart

& The Blue Jay That Is My Soul.

<3

-Sam Visu

Time Machine.

Sometimes I Feel Like I Want To Go Back In Time.

I Want To Be That Hippie That Slept At The Park.

I Want To Gaze At The Stars And Loose Track Of Time.

I Want Those Grass Ants To Crawl All Over Me.

I Want My Love To Bring Me Hot Cocoa.

Let Everything Go.

Shall I Build This Oh So Everlasting Time Machine?

To Go Back In Time And Live My Dream?

Hmmm Mabey Later.

-Sam Visu.

Me: I want to be happy, you know? But who could love a sad poetess...

Him: Sad poets are like sad songs. Everybody loves them, sometimes.

Me: But I want everybody to love me always. Or just somebody. Somebody that I love... I want somebody that I love to love me always. That's all. And I want him to tell me that I'm pretty.

The Crew.

Yupp, This Be The Crew(:

In These Pics Are Ally, Isabelle,

Christy, Steff, Danny, & Me(:

Whatta Night(:

Wishes.

Maybe They Do Come True?<3

Yesterday.

Its 6AM!

Good Morning Me!

Today Is The Day, Today Is The Day!!
What Shall I Wear? This'll Be Perfect!
Its Just Gonna Be Me & Him Tonight!!
Its Gonna Be The Perfect Night It Couldnt Be Any Better!

Gahhhh, Im So Freaking Excited!!
Just Gotta Go Through The Day!

Yay, School Is Finally Over!

I Gotta Call Him, Hold Up..

(Answer Yuhr Phone, Answer Yuhr Phone.. )

BeepBeepBeepBeepBeepBeepBeep.....

Why Is The Line Busy? Its Never Busy..

Its 5PM Already And It Starts In An Hour..

So Why Havent I Heard From Him?
He Said He Would Call.
But Why Would I Trust Him? He Always Says That..
I Hope He Anwsers Soon..

Its 6PM, And The Line Is Still Busy.

What Could Be More Important Than This?

Weve Been Planning It For 2 Weeks..

How Could He Do This To Me?.

How Could I Have Been So Stupid?

Stood Up By My Own Boyfriend.

He Doesnt Even Call To Say That He Cant Make It.

Steff Couldnt Make It, Liz Couldnt Make It, Elizabeth Couldnt Make It..

What Kind Of Friends Do I Have?..

I Stood Up By My Own Boyfriend.

Tonight Was Going To Be The Best Night Ever.

To See My Favorite, Never Shout Never.

And It Never Happened.

Im Sitting In My Bed, Crying My Eyes Out.

It Was Too Good To Be True, I Knew It.

Nobody Wanted To Go With Me.

I Wonder If The Line Is Still Busy?

BeepBeepBeepBeepBeepBeepBeepBeepBeep.

Still Busyy....

He'd Rather Be On The Phone Than Go To The Concert With Me?

And Im Sitting On My Bed Crying My Eyes Out.

How Could I Have Been So Stupid?

How Could I Have Been So Foolish?

I Will Never Talk To Him Again.

I Will Never Even Call Him A Friend.

I Will Never Ever Answer My Phone.

I Thought He Was Faithful, I Thought I Could Trust Him.

But Now Im Here In My Room When I Should Have Been Having The Time Of My Life.

But Its 2 AM Now, And I Wanna Go To Sleep.

Goodnight World.

Piano Man(:

Once There Was A Little Girl

Who Was A Queen,

Well, She Wasnt Really, But She Believed It,

And So She Was.

<33

Ernest Hemingway.

"Happiness in intelligent people is the rarest thing I know."

"I love sleep. My life has the tendency to fall apart when I’m awake, you know?"

“Always do sober what you said you’d do drunk. That will teach you to keep your mouth shut.”

“Every man’s life ends the same way. It is only the details of how he lived and how he died that distinguish one man from another.”

Ernest Hemingway,

American Writer<3

Spring.

I’ll Meet You Where The Ocean Meets The Sky,

And Only There Can We Say Goodbye.

Somewhere Between Infinity And The End.

A Place To Sink Or Ascend.

I Wish Not To Bid You A Fond Farewell,

But Only Time Will Tell,

That If I Do And Wait And See,

Maybe You’ll Return To Me.

And It’s The Flower That Dies Every Year,

To Which We May Shed A Tear,

Only To See It Return In Time,

When The Snow Melts And The Sun Shines.

If You’ll Be My Flower I Will Be Your Sun,

But If Not, What’s Done Is Done.

Sean Morris

So This Is Sean Morris. (:

He lives in Perth, Australia, where he spends move of his time drawing.

I’m really digging his clean-yet-creepy style.

Yepp, Im Just Into Art<3

Somthing New I Learned Today.

Dont Jump To Conclusions!

Talk It Out, Or Wait It Out,

Because Thinking Of The Worst Will Just Bring Yuh Down!

-This Has Been A Public Service Announcement(:

Adventures To Circle K Part 3

Ahh, I Forgot To Post The Rest Of Our Adventure!!
This Is When We Actually Enter The Circle K.,
And Believe Me, It Is Waayyyyy More Interesting(:

Nico Vega.

My New Favorite!

Check It Out(:

Especially The Song, Ironman.

Back(:

Ahh, I Thought I Was Never Gonna Come Back.

But Now I Am(:

(Tumblr Wasnt All That Better Than This)

So What Shall My Next Blog Be About?

Something Interestin It Must Be.

(Yoda)

formspring.me

Ask Me Anythingg!(: http://formspring.me/SamEatSam

Tumblr.

I Am Gonna Move My Blog To Tumblr!

So Follow Me On Sameatsam.tumblr.com

Do It!:D

Advenrures to Circle K! (:

Adventures To Circle K!(:

FormspringMe(:

Write.

"There is nothing to writing.

All you do is sit at the typewriter and bleed."

-Ernest Hemingway

Spring?(:

Imma Go Spring Shopping Today(:
Ahh, I Love Spring!<3
Floral Prints And All:P
Wanna Come With Me?
It Shall Be Fun!(:
Lol, Just Text Me(:
Hmmmm, Now That I Think ABout It..
Imma Go Off Track:P
Has Anyone Seen The Movie Valentines Day?
Yiaa... It Wasn't Even That Good:/
Kinda Dissapointed:/
But I Can Totally Relate To Kara,
The Girl That Never Had A Valentine..
But Other Than That,
It Was Pretty Unrealistic.,
And The Only Funny Part Was When
Grace's Boyfriend,Alex,
Was Caught Naked By Her Mom!
Hahaha, That Was Just Hilarious x)
But The Movie Still Kinda Sucked:/
Lol, Back To The Point Of This Post?(:
Lets Go Spring Shopping!(:

I Am Your Mother!! xD

I Just Thought That Is One Of Saturday Night Live's Best Clips!:D

Thunder Thighs.

When Was It Every Okay To Call Someone Fat?

Im Tired Of It.

I Feel Like Killing Myself.

I Cant Stand The Sight Of Myself.

I Cant StandThe Sight Of Food,

The Sight Of Myself.

I Cant Look In The Mirror,

Afraid Of What I'll See,

Afraid Of Breaking Down.

Fat They Called Me.

Now,

Thunder Thighs,

And They Laughed.

I Cant Stand The Sight Of Food.

My Parents Ask,

What's Yuhr Problem?

They Cry,

And It Seems Like I Dont Care.

They Ask Whats Become Of Me?

I Say I Dont Know.

The Sight Of Me,

I Wanna Scream,

I Wanna Die.

Fat. Thunder Thighs.

Photography.(Joshua Hoffine)(:

I Think Everyone Should Know,

That Joshua Hoffine Is My Favorite Photographer.

He Is So Creative In Everything He Does,

And Captures Everybodies Fears.

He Does Horror Photography,

But He Also Took The Cover Of

Tech N9ne's Album Everready.

Here Are Some Of My Favorite Shots(:

-Samm(: